Dawn of Blue Roses

How I love the net

2005-10-31T16:55:22Z

I listen to FM 94.9 online now and it's great. 2 reasons why...

- They play the best music
- FREE SPANISH LESSONS!!! *I love them* Just like school in a sense. It's fun. I think it's getting better...but nah. I sound so fucking white when I try and speak Spanish, fuck! Fuck, I sound white anyway...ha!

OK, almost 9AM, I'll leave now.

Once again...

2005-10-31T16:19:49Z

After I buy my new binder...I plan to mail both my old blue binder plus my huge black one to Coventry. My new rule...

SEND MY SHIT I DON'T USE/NEED TO COVENTRY!!! Yes...

Plus, seeing as Mom bought me the FLCL Addict OST I plan to send my *old* one to her too...as soon as I have time to find the fucking thing, plus the 4 others too.

Mental note: GET YOUR FUCKING SHIT TOGETHER!

Ah, hell...

2005-10-31T16:13:27Z

This morning we got woke up by Gammy. She woke us all up by ringing the doorbell alot. No, Ricky didn't get up on time; yes, I turned off the alarm...and for that Mom isn't talking to me. WTF? Anyways, just for that I'll be leaving teh early for school this morning. Plus, I made up my mind this morning too and I told Gammy I'd be going to the Halloween party. Better being with family than stuck with my emo Mom. Shit, she's more emo than me, fuck! Heh. Anyway, she yelled at me for turning off the alarm. Fuck, I'll be happy when I move out and into the house next to Gammy's. Privacy shall rule supreme. Anyway...I was thinking about something. I've officially concluded that Mom *is* playing favorites. She treats Ricky better, BETTER, than she treats me. It's true. She confides in him more. I have to ASK her to give me a hug and a kiss in the morning, why? I'll never know. She claims that "it's the way I was raised". Plus she cusses at me more. Ugh, fuck...I swear, Nina treats me better than Mom does. If anything, I'd live with Nina. Yeah.

Oh, last night we went to the Villa Montezuma Museum, cuz it was the Dia De Los Muertos last night. It was teh pretty. The place was built in 6 months in 1887, and they say it's haunted. Heh. After that, we then went over to a little historical house and we got to view a nice altar that a woman set up for her kids who died some years back. Then after that, we went to Chicano Perk, a coffee shop, and I got a Mexican hot chocolate drink, which was so fucking great and warm. It was damn good. There was a song playing called "Pocho" which made me laugh like fuck, it was funny...cuz I had no idea what they were saying. Me and Spanish don't mix. And after that we went home...

Btw, I got a big pumpkin with a Pepsi and candy inside it...thanx Gammy! ^_^

*sigh* So, after school today I'll go and buy a new binder @ Long's and I'll take everything I have and dump it in my backpack like the fucked up little slacker-procrastinator that I am. Then I'll go and mail Coventry's CD and make the payment out to my Ebay shit. Fuck, I hate myself now, thanks Mom.

I feel like crap

2005-10-31T08:21:31Z

Well, tonight was pure hell. As soon as I got home, my head was hurting me so bad from the large party over next door. The music stopped at 10 something. Even now as I'm typing my head still hurts me a bit, but not as much thanks to Coventry and the Advil gelcaps. The weekend went pretty well. I went to my aunt's house and I helped her put up Halloween decorations and just tidy up a bit. We had a BBQ on Friday night. It was fun. I had a good time. Saturday was alright too. We *me, Gammy, Darla and Nina* went out somewhere and had a good time, plus we got Weinershnitzel afterwards since the people over at BK were being teh slow :/ Saturday night we rented movies and we ended up taking one back becuz it was terrible. Friday night we watched House of Wax, then we watched They *can't really remember, I think it was last Saturday...* but anyway we watched movies. This morning my brother and Nino and Bobby and his friends went to watch the Chargers kick ass at Qualcomm. Yeah, they kicked ass.
Today me, Gammy, Nina and Darla went to church, then over to Jimmy's Restaurant to eat breakfast. I had Dutch oatmeal after I heard Nina saying how good it was. I know for next time...it was different to me, plus it didn't taste good as how I thought it'd be. After that we went shopping at the new Wal-Mart *next to Nina's house* and then we went back home and dropped everything off and then we packed up and dropped Darla off with Diana *she missed her* and then we went to the Vogue and watched a part of Serenity, I think. I fell asleep for the first time in a movie. Hai, it was teh mega timechange that did it. But anyway, I had fun. Oh, and tomorrow I'll be at my Nina's house for Halloween...passing out candy. I figure since Nina and Gammy want me dressed up I'll just run with it for the hell of it, why not? I ain't going anywhere...

Bad update - Abuelita's been in the hospital since the 21st and it's worrying the fuck outta Mom. She fucking cried to me, and being spazzed out I backed off. I'm worried about her too...so it's a long wait. She'll be released soon, I know it. The Buddha would never let me down. Never.

Good update - After school I'll go downtown and go to HP and send off Coventry's CD and pay off the MOs for my Lupin DVD and my Presidential CD *yay!*. so that'll be good.

One more - As of tomorrow morning I'll have $54...fuck. That's the most I've ever saved. I wish I wasn't spending them like I'll be spending them but I'll hafta so meh.

Oh well...